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Post by JAMIE DOWLING on Jun 10, 2012 10:00:27 GMT
Jamie wasn't one for romance. There was the occasional Valentine's Day where he had made Kieran sob his eyes out but that tended to be it. He didn't do romance and he didn't want to do romance, it was as simple as that. Kieran knew that and so didn't expect anything romantic from Jamie. Except, today Jamie was being romantic. The reason for this being that he wanted Kieran to relax before he ended up in hospital and the only way to do that was to, in fact, trick Kieran into relaxing with being spoiled. So that was exactly what he was going to do. Spoil Kieran.
He knew Kieran would ask why he was doing this and he had it all set up - Jamie Jr made him do it. It was completely believable and even though it wasn't true, Kieran would go with it and appreciate the extra attention he'd be getting from Jamie. Kieran was still an attention whore after all and Jamie knew that well enough. Sometimes he played up more than the children did. And they were teenagers. Jamie was now just waiting for Kieran to come to the hotel. He just wanted him to hurry up.
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Post by KIERAN HOLCOMB on Jun 10, 2012 10:46:18 GMT
Kieran was now operating on sheer will power as he drove through the crowded streets of the city, trying to make it to the hotel he and his other label staff were staying in. His slightly red eyes were hidden behind white rimmed sunglasses as his hands held a death grip on the steering wheel. If his grip loosened, Kieran feared he might lose control of the car. He was running on empty but he thought now he could start taking it a bit slower. Tour had officially began and a routine had begun to form. He inwardly rejoiced but kept the outward appearance that he was forever busy, he didn't want people thinking he was slacking.
Before the zoned out guy even knew it he was at the desk. He snapped back to reality as the hotel's clerk asked for his name. He replied in a voice that was quiet and obviously lifeless but coupled with his smile was given some semblance of vitality. He was given his key and he wearily made his way to the elevator, only really looking forward to getting in, doing a double check and then going to sleep.
The sound of the elevator's ding as he reached his floor caused him to smile and, with a few more feet, he was inside the warmly lit space, closing the door behind him.
"You here, Jamie?", he called, slipping off his shoes and jacket.
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Post by JAMIE DOWLING on Jun 10, 2012 11:09:30 GMT
Jamie was less stressed that Kieran, mostly because he told people to fuck off a lot and they knew to approach Kieran or Charlie instead now because Jamie really didn't like dealing with the children on your. He forgot how annoying they all were to each other. Kieran was clearly stressed though. He didn't come to bed until late and was up at the crack of dawn. He tried everything but in the end he knew he needed to trick Kieran with a bubble bath and kisses and him being nice.
Jamie looked up from the menu he was reading as he heard his name being called. "Yeah. I'm here. And you're going to do what I say because Jamie has made me be 'romantic' to you," Jamie told him, moving over to him and guiding him into the bathroom. "I've made you a bubble bath and I'm ordering room service and you can relax while I fuss over you."
Jamie pulled Kieran's shirt over his head, not letting him fight him as he stripped Kieran off and physically put him in the bath. "I don't do this often so make the most of it." He moved to the menu and picked up the phone. "You know I love you, Kieran..." Jamie told him quietly. "I don't want you back in hospital."
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Post by KIERAN HOLCOMB on Jun 10, 2012 11:21:42 GMT
Kieran blinked at Jamie as he was told he would be listening to Jamie this evening. Any other Kieran would've come up with a quick retort but before his mind could even process what was going on, he was being nudged into the bathroom.
His sun glasses were still on so the lights didn't hurt his eyes. He opened his mouth to say something but was stopped as Jamie pulled his shirt over his head. He removed the glasses as Jamie did away with his pants and boxers,pushing him into the tub.
He blinked up at Jamie as the feeling of the warm soapy water gave him shivers. Through it all he really only registered one thing Jamie said : I love you. He put his arms on the side of the rather large tub, leaving his chin against them as he watched Jamie, already feeling the warm water relax away his tension.
"Thanks....", he replied quietly, definitely intending to make the most of it.
He reached his hand out to Jamie, not feeling he need really say anything to the other.
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Post by JAMIE DOWLING on Jun 10, 2012 11:40:15 GMT
Jamie could feel how tired Kieran was in his body mostly from the fact he wasn't even trying to stop Jamie from directing him. He was just doing what Jamie told him to do and he knew he had done a good job by getting him to relax before it was too late. He was so glad he had caught this early.
Jamie called up room service, ordering some fries for Kieran to eat after he had finished his bath. He sighed a little, hanging up and running a hand through his hair. He was on tour again and his younger self was a terror, with long hair and a few tattoos. Now he had shorter hair and more tattoos and his children were a terror. Well, Jamie was.
"You know I'd do anything for you. Within reason," Jamie told him, giving him a small smile as he moved into the bathroom and sat on the floor beside him, holding his hand in his.
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Post by KIERAN HOLCOMB on Jun 10, 2012 12:15:14 GMT
Kieran offered Jamie a small smile as a sigh of contentment came from him. Sometimes he questioned why he loved Jamie and then even questioned whether or not Jamie loved him. Then times like these gave him butterflies and it was like seeing him again for the first time. All the pain in the ass games they had played, or rather Jamie had played with him, and all the trouble Kieran got him into really were worth it. Kieran really hated himself sometimes, knowing that he didn't have a mind conscious enough to prevent hurting Jamie again in some way but, for now, he wouldn't think about what could happen and would instead focus on what was happening.
He laced his fingers with Jamie's always surprised by how soft the other was to the touch. He leaned forward, kissing Jamie's cheek. Though Jamie was doing this for him, Kieran could think of nothing more he wanted to do than to just smother his love in kisses. They never got up to these antics becuase Jamie didn't like it but maybe he'd get by with it tonight. His other hand came from the water to wrap around Jamie's neck, yanking him closer as he attacked his face and neck with pecks.
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Post by JAMIE DOWLING on Jun 10, 2012 12:28:24 GMT
Jamie often had the same thought himself, whether he loved Kieran or he just put up with him. But then he would look at Kieran and feel that tightening feeling in his stomach and he knew he needed him. He loved him and he needed him and he wanted him around all of the time. When they were apart, he missed him and he never missed anyone. Kieran meant the world to him and he couldn't be without him. He would do anything for him and although he wasn't someone who cuddles and kisses Kieran constantly. He didn't do that but he had his own way of looking after Kieran.
Jamie kept hold of his hand, looking at their hands. He didn't have a ring and he wasn't married, but he felt like it with Kieran and he had bought him an eternity ring to prove that he wasn't going to leave him. He loved him and he didn't say it often, but when he did, it was special. He barely said it to his own kids.
Jamie yelped a little in surprise as he was suddenly attacked by kisses, laughing a little and pushing Kieran away a bit. "What's that for?" Jamie asked, chuckling. "You're such a fucking girl."
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Post by KIERAN HOLCOMB on Jun 10, 2012 12:53:21 GMT
Kieran chuckled, his arm relentless in its pursuit to bring Jamie closer. He nuzzled Jamie's cheek, a new sort of light being brought into his smile. He loved the way simply seeing Jamie or even just thinking about him filled him with such energy. Kieran was a different, more serious person when he wasn't with Jamie. For some reason, he was compelled to make a total fool of himself in front of his love. It was a goofy, schooboy way to react to a crush but it was safe to say this was far more. Kieran would be anything if only to make him laugh and see him smile. Kieran's dedication to Jamie surpassed his dedication to himself on some points, a feat that seemed impossible when they were first starting out.
"I can't help it." Kieran murmured to him, his face buried in the crook of his neck, "I just can't help myself sometimes."
His arm slid from around Jamie's neck then and back into the warm water as he retreated back a few inches, wondering if Jamie missed his touch.
"Come in with me, baby." Kieran purred to Jamie, knowing the other's weakness for the pet name.
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Post by JAMIE DOWLING on Jun 10, 2012 13:09:15 GMT
Jamie rolled his eyes a little, running his fingers through Kieran's hair as he nuzzled his cheek. He rolled his eyes a little, looking at Kieran and smiling. He was glad to see some light back in his eyes. He liked seeing hyper Kieran. It was the guy he fell in love with after all. Kieran always acted silly and childish with him, and he kinda liked that because it showed he still felt like the guy from tour around him and as long as it stayed that way, they would be happy.
Jamie kissed the top of his head as he buried his head into his neck. "I know you can't. You're like a child wanting it's favorite toy." He watched Kieran as he led back down, staying there for a few seconds.
As soon as Kieran said the word baby, he knew he was screwed and was getting in the bath. He pulled his clothes off and climbed into the bath with Kieran, pulling him into his lap and kissing his neck.
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Post by KIERAN HOLCOMB on Jun 11, 2012 8:57:30 GMT
Kieran leaned back against Jamie, bringing his arms to wrap snugly about his waist. There was a permanent stupid grin on his face as he felt just like some girl in love. Now, Kieran would be the first to admit he loved Jamie to himself but never to others. It scared him a bit how Jamie could make him feel, whether for better or for worse, with just one clever word. He had a tendency to throw all of himself at a person without proper cause he was just lucky Jamie had managed to catch him after all that time. He trusted and loved Jamie more than anything, perhaps the only thing rivaling his love for Jamie was his love for Jamie jr. and Ryan but that was a whole different sort of love altogether.
Kieran yawned, turning his head toward Jamie's kissing his neck and continuing to nuzzle into him like some dog.
"So..." Kieran began, his eyes closed as he listened to the sound of Jamie breathing, finding an odd comfort in it,"Jaybird put you up to this?"
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Post by JAMIE DOWLING on Jun 12, 2012 8:33:37 GMT
Jamie kept his arms wrapped around Kieran's waist as he saw fit, letting Kieran lean back into his embrace. It wasn't that he was embarrassed about being in love with Kieran. He wasn't, he just didn't want everyone else to see the soft side of him. To everyone looking in, Jamie was a bully to Kieran and never showed him affection. In reality, he was like that but there were times when 'kimie' were like this in the bath tub, looking after each other.
Jamie chuckled as he continued to act like a kitten in his arms, kissing his neck and nuzzling him. He really did like when Kieran was acting like this, not that he'd admit that. That was way too much like a girl.
"So," Jamie replied, kissing his head and keeping him held close. "I may have lied. But you wouldn't have done this if I said I need you to relax. So I said it was Jay."
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Post by KIERAN HOLCOMB on Jun 13, 2012 11:19:41 GMT
"I wouldn't have been so confused if you'd told me the truth,", Kieran said quietly, feeling suddenly drowsy in light of all of this, "But you're right, I probably wouldn't have listened to you."
Kieran felt that flutter again as he rejoiced in the fact Jamie really had just been thinking of him. During the interviews that dared delve into his personal life, people often questioned if he and Jamie were just playing house for show. People knew how they were to one another, acting more like friendly rivals than a couple. What they would never know would be the depth of emotion connecting the two of them. Behind every name Kieran called Jamie was a compliment to go behind it and every time Jamie hit Kieran about the back of his head, he shared a gentle gesture when it was just the two of them. Kieran liked how they were, he didn't need to try. Being Jamie's boyfriend was effortless but Kieran had to watch out for the times he stopped trying altogether. These were the times he would fool around with people he hardly knew, or go out and do something he very well knew would bother Jamie. Kieran thought he was doing better though, he always thought he was doing better.
He grabbed one of Jamie's hands, lacing their fingers together, gently caressing the side of his palm with his thumb.
"But it's nice to know you're thinking of me.", Kieran said, kissing the back of it.
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Post by JAMIE DOWLING on Jun 14, 2012 7:45:12 GMT
"True but yeah. You only listen to me when it's something you think someone else would say and Jay has you wrapped around her finger," Jamie teased, kissing his neck lightly and holding him close.
Jamie had had his fair share of interviews and most of them centred around his relationship with Kieran, asking if he actually did like Kieran or was it all just for convenience. Jamie would always reply the same way. He'd always say that if it was all fake, why would he chose one of the most annoying people in the world to fake it with. They didn't see them when they were upset and cuddling on the sofa just to make things a little better. They didn't see the kisses he would cover Kieran with after him being away for weeks. He knew how easy it could e to slip into the old ways but the reality was that he didn't want to. He was happy just being with Kieran and no one else. He loved Kieran.
Jamie squeezed his hand lightly as he laced their fingers together, kissing Kieran's neck absent-mindly as he watched their hands, fitting together like a very strange puzzle.
"The day I stop thinking about you will be the day I die," Jamie admitted, shrugging a little. "I can't stop thinking about you because the moment I do, I'm worried I'll lose you."
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Post by KIERAN HOLCOMB on Jun 22, 2012 1:55:30 GMT
Kieran was proud of the fact he would know a side of Jamie no one really did. The side that wasn't prickly and cold but warm and soft. Jamie knew sides of Kieran as well but they weren't necessarily so good. Jamie wasn't as amiable or approachable as Kieran was but he was the better person. They were a fitting match because they balanced out one another.
"And when I tell people you really are actually a nice guy, they think I'm lying.", Kieran said, laughing softly and kissing the back of his hand, "I really wonder how someone as good as you ended up loving such a rotten person."
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Post by JAMIE DOWLING on Jun 22, 2012 7:36:12 GMT
Jamie chuckled a little, holding his hand and smiling as he kissed it. "Mm definitely. They think I can't be nice to anyone and they are right. I can't be nice to just anyone. You're not just anyone. You're my kitty and my Kieran." He kissed Kieran's head lightly, hearing the door go with their food. "I like being mean to people it's just the way I am."
Jamie untangled himself from Kieran and climbed out of the bath, wrapping a towel around his waist. "Mm I'm not a good person. You made me in to a good person when your clingy self was all over me all the time. I was the one who couldn't be nice to people, not you." He chuckled and pulled Kieran put of the bath, wrapping him up in a towel too and holding him tightly for a few seconds before pulling him into the bedroom and sitting him on the bed. "We have food."
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